Well, it happens that i earned my bachelor degree from I-fuckin-TB. And it was my decision to get graduated earlier, due to...no, it was my decision. I should stop blame someone for everything that happening to me. So, i get 2.74 at my I-fuckin-TB certificate. I thought (damn it, someone said it) that I-fuckin-TB stamp will give somekind of multiplier on that value. The fact is, job employer is not that interested for my CV. It still not the only parameter required, they said. But it is the first filter that should be considered. It is the paramater that seen clearly. I've full with people assumption of me (why they aren't stop do that??). I-fuckin-TB graduates should "apply" for better job than i do. Do you think i don't want the job with huge salary? I desperately want it. I just end up mumbling at this blog. Ika's father said that " kamu kan lulusan itb, di internet kan banyak". Like hell you can do it. Many advises from mario teguh that young man like me will gain the success & become 'the man'. His logic is impressive. But this is the life. Are you guarrantee that your logic is the true one? When i have proved your advise, is wrong, you already dead. But it's fine. I don't need to prove it. I don't need to listen to you either. I'm doing it. I get my degree from the most popular university at Indonesia. It's not always the best one, though. Because of this popularity, i have to work harder, to defend any negative stereotype, to back up my 2.74gpa. There are no multiplier (they lied, fuck). I should not dreaming any more. Work harder, harder, harder. And harder.
Saya menyukai filosofi dari pak Wales, bahwa TIDAK MUNGKIN seseorang mengetahui segala sesuatu, tapi setiap orang PASTI mengetahui paling tidak satu hal. Di blog ini, walaupun tidak terfokus, saya mencoba membagi nya, supaya tidak ikut terbawa saya mati nantinya.
