Resolutions!

Many things happened in this couple of months. Some milestones are made.

Finally I can move on from bitter year and found someone who can really change me. This time i really have to change. Stagnancy is messing me up. Some resolution is has to be made.

1. I have to be more firm

It is not that bloody easy. To be firm, you have to be fully understand what are you going to decide. Decide firmly about what you do not know, is dangerous. Someone will get killed. So it is wise to be careful deciding something. No rush, examine & analyze, pray, decide -firmly.

2. I have to find another job.

It is not that twice bloody easy. They said i should spread 50, 100 applications. That is blind date! But that is ikhtiar they said. So I think that is the second resolution I am doing it. Current job is very stagnant, I can do blogging or browsing all day long. That is not my fault (nobody want to be blame right?), I am tired with my mind about my salary, it is doubling after marrying a big salary woman; my boss is not developing me except doubling my job. Actually I do not want for asking additional salary for what I am doing, because I will stop working here. Any development will not make me any happy.
Technically speaking :), I really do not understand my job description. It is more like that i have to finish anything about administration. And I believe my boss is do not understand what job shoud be given to me either. So I am doubting abot writing my job description i my CV.
But I will stay if boss keep me with compensation, that is not my request anyway.

3. Sholat dhuha & tahajud & thank God for what I have got is what i have to do right now. No compromise.

4. Listen more to the music & reading Al Quran!