There are no single leave that fall without God's permission. What happens to us now, is exactly what God is want. I've got 4 years building of trust, peace, love, and hope. For...nothing. But really? nothing? What if i say, Allah let me built it, just to give me a lesson how to build it? I will have to build another one, with someone else, someone new. God...really...? Technically speaking (I always want to use this phrase by the way), with experience, i will be able to build it, much better than the previous. Not to mention with whom, but it should be better than the previous one. Simple logic. It is hard though, to watch my building is collapsing, corroding, deteriorating like that. But michael buble said: that's life. I am able, in fact, build the new one with some newbie. It is going to be much easier because i am the experienced.one. She will let me lead to build it. But is it much tiring? I will always to keep her behind me, dragging to work it. Or i will finish it as i could. You will get to know president when you are entering his circle. Then i met Titi, a deputy from a dreamland department. This meet will never happen if I was not enter her circle, if I was not out from my circle, if I was regretting my past. When others is such a friction coefficient titi is such a gasoline to burn my combustion engjne. The paradox, gasoline is need by everyone, so it will have a power to control which one is have the right to use it. Who am I to have it? Am I feasible enogh? Do I provide the most comfort ambient? Do my engjne is compatible with its calorific value to run with? I must.
Saya menyukai filosofi dari pak Wales, bahwa TIDAK MUNGKIN seseorang mengetahui segala sesuatu, tapi setiap orang PASTI mengetahui paling tidak satu hal. Di blog ini, walaupun tidak terfokus, saya mencoba membagi nya, supaya tidak ikut terbawa saya mati nantinya.
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